Confession

I wake up every morning in regret. I go through each day haunted by the other me. But that's just it, there is no other me. Just one me; just one life. One would assume that this knowledge would keep me accountable. It doesn't. My guilt is not only for myself. Like anything in this world, everything is connected. I share my regrets with my girlfriend; pain worse than any disease. I have kept her from a pure relationship with the Lord. And for once I am taking responsibility. My heart is tired of just living in life, now I need to live for life. I will no longer be a waste. Mediocre prayers after selfish actions are not an answer. His requests to do shall not go un answered any more.